From my notebook

-These dreams are based on the feelings (Meaning; feelings that comes from the fear of losing someone giving birth to a dream of how to make a person stay)
-These dreams are based on the one that feels (Meaning; Looking at whats beyond the everyday jitter of household and current contacts, this giving birth to dream of revolution.
Why you do not know what you want. The fear of losing what you have blocks the sight of what you could become.

It is not only feeling the good feelings and none of the bad. It's being the one that feels both. All the time. (Find?) the constant that is always moving.

Wrapped up in everyday life you see nothing, short-lived pleasures at best (which are a very nice thing).
Putting space between yourself and everyday life, you (start to) see the bigger picture, like cleaning on a broader scale (leaving the dishes aside) contrary to giving your time only to washing the dishes every day whilst the broad scale remains unexplored, uncleaned and unevolved.

Don't hold on, thank your old things, old clothes, old friends, you had your time together in life, you'll know when its time to let go, to take on the new. (Is letting go making you feel like you'll lose a part of yourself and that there will be nothing to replace it? -You are not your belongings, you are not your friends, -you are a consumer, in a way. If you are not willing to let go, when its time, life will have no mercy to your inability to care for yourself, none for your inability to stand up on your own feet and face your life.
Stick your head in the sand all you want, but then don't come complaining when you feel like you are losing.
Life is fluid, movement and evolving, try to go against it and the sun will not shine for you.
(The sun always shine, by your actions you decide is it shining for you or not. It will be there, in no mans land, no judgement, no opinion. Neutral! Is it for you or against you? UP TO YOUpidupidu.)

Become one with life and the sun that rises over the horizon is your only true and also the only needed companion. As long as you hold on your life will be no new, stagnant and grey. No wonders in the sun rizing, "It's the same sun, right?" It is.
It is the same sun, but did you ever really know it, is there more to the sun that you are able to see?
Is there more to YOURSELF? As you know yourself you will also know the sun, and everything else in the universe. The everyday dishes do exist but you are not the dishes, you are the one doing them.

The nature of the universe is change, its an universal law, as to which we all are created.

Sorry for the messyness but it Is partly from notes to self.